Enough

this song is all too perfect...

"Breaking Inside"-Shinedown

I caught a chill

and it's still frozen on my skin

I think about why

I'm alone, by myself

No one else to explain

how far do I go?

No one knows

If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever?

Don't tell me I'm the last one in line

Don't tell me I'm too late this time

I don't want to live

To waste another day

Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made

Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside

I don't want to fall and say I lost it all

'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall

Leaving pieces of me behind

And I feel like I'm breaking inside

Out here, nothings clear

Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited

Disappear into the fear

You know there ain't no comin' back

When you're still carrying the past

You can't erase, separate

Cigarette in my hand,

Hope you all understand

I won't be the last one in line

I finally figured out what's mine

I don't want to live

To waste another day

Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made

'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside

I don't want to fall and say I lost it all

'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall

Leaving pieces of me behind

Leaving pieces of me behind

And I feel like I'm breaking inside

I won't be the last one in line,

I finally figured out what's mine

I don't want to live

To waste another day

Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made

'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside

I don't want to fall and say I lost it all

'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall

Leaving pieces of me behind

Leaving pieces of me behind

And I feel like I'm breaking inside

And I feel like I'm breaking,

I feel like i'm breaking inside

I love you all. I appreciate all the advice, council, thoughts and concerns i've been getting...I really, REALLY do! And I promise you i'm thinking about all of it seriously. Life is too damn short to be as stressed as I have been the past few days. Life is too short to be unhappy. "Tell my mother, tell my father i've done the best I can to make them realize this is my life. I hope they understand..."