These Small Hours

Let it go,

Let it roll right off your shoulder

Don't you know

The hardest part is over

Let it in,

Let your clarity define you

In the end

We will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made

In these small hours

These little wonders,

These twists & turns of fate

Time falls away,

But these small hours,

These small hours still remain

Let it slide,

Let your troubles fall behind you

Let it shine

Until you feel it all around you

And i don't mind

If it's me you need to turn to

We'll get by,

It's the heart that really matters in the end

Our lives are made

In these small hours

These little wonders,

These twists & turns of fate

Time falls away,

But these small hours,

These small hours still remain

All of my regret

Will wash away some how

But i can not forget

The way i feel right now

In these small hours

These little wonders

These twists & turns of fate

These twists & turns of fate

Time falls away but these small hours

These small hours, still remain,

Still remain

These little wonders

These twists & turns of fate

Time falls away

But these small hours

These little wonders still remain

P.S.

..just wanted to add that I've already been on a date and have 3 more lined up for this week..

HOLLLLLLAAAAAA!!!!hahaha

Dear Mr.

Dear Mr.,

I just wanted to say that your a scrub (yeah thats right, I went TLC on you)!! Didnt your mother tell you its not nice to play with girls hearts? You shouldnt play your silly mind games, they will get you nowhere! Just know that when you realize what you let go, what you let pass you by, how downright AMAZING I am, I will be too busy to be dating other guys! Good luck finding someone who is as awesome as me!

Peace out sucker! Your loss!

My "give a damn's busted"!

Scrubs need not apply! Applications will be ripped, shredded then burned...then the ashes will be laid out for my dog to pee on! Thanks! :)

Sunshine & Rainbows

So..apparantly I cant vent on my own blog about things without someone overreacting and thinking im going to commit suicide! Just so you all know..IM JUST FINE!! Just because I dont write about sunshine & rainbows doesnt mean that im going to go slit my wrists! And I guess nobody listens to the radio and can tell when I quote a song. *sigh*...Im fine people..I know some of you are concerned about me but I promise you im not going to go do anything stupid!

Enough

this song is all too perfect...

"Breaking Inside"-Shinedown

I caught a chill

and it's still frozen on my skin

I think about why

I'm alone, by myself

No one else to explain

how far do I go?

No one knows

If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever?

Don't tell me I'm the last one in line

Don't tell me I'm too late this time

I don't want to live

To waste another day

Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made

Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside

I don't want to fall and say I lost it all

'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall

Leaving pieces of me behind

And I feel like I'm breaking inside

Out here, nothings clear

Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited

Disappear into the fear

You know there ain't no comin' back

When you're still carrying the past

You can't erase, separate

Cigarette in my hand,

Hope you all understand

I won't be the last one in line

I finally figured out what's mine

I don't want to live

To waste another day

Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made

'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside

I don't want to fall and say I lost it all

'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall

Leaving pieces of me behind

Leaving pieces of me behind

And I feel like I'm breaking inside

I won't be the last one in line,

I finally figured out what's mine

I don't want to live

To waste another day

Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made

'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside

I don't want to fall and say I lost it all

'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall

Leaving pieces of me behind

Leaving pieces of me behind

And I feel like I'm breaking inside

And I feel like I'm breaking,

I feel like i'm breaking inside

I love you all. I appreciate all the advice, council, thoughts and concerns i've been getting...I really, REALLY do! And I promise you i'm thinking about all of it seriously. Life is too damn short to be as stressed as I have been the past few days. Life is too short to be unhappy. "Tell my mother, tell my father i've done the best I can to make them realize this is my life. I hope they understand..."