Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Live♥Laugh♥Love

Everyone has heard the saying "Expect the unexpected!" ...and for quite a while that seemed to be the story of my life! I went from being "happily"married, to my whole world turning upside down and inside out on me, to getting a divorce, to losing myself, to finding myself and being ok, to having my heart broken by a few boys, to now being in a relationship with an absolutely amazing man who makes me feel unlike anything i've ever felt before! Its funny looking back at how i've felt with the other guys in my past...and those feelings dont even come CLOSE to how I feel now. Its crazy how my life has changed. Things are put in a whole new light for me. Things that seemed so important to me before arent so important now. And I find myself wanting certain things more than ever! I am a completely different person than I was a year ago...I am a BETTER person now! I feel so blessed to have such a great man in my life right now! He is in California now visiting his family and is able to have his girls there with him too! He took them to Disneyland today and im sure they had a blast! I miss him like crazy though! I'm so excited for him to be in Vegas now (not literally now...lol...he gets back from Cali on Friday)! Im so excited for him to be closer to his girls first and foremost, and of course i'm so excited for him to be closer to me!! I do NOT handle long distance well! I cant wait for everyone to meet him! He is seriously so amazing! I havent been lucky enough to meet his girls yet, but that will happen in time, and I am so excited for that to happen! From what I hear about them they are just as amazing as their father!

Looking back at my life, I wouldnt change one thing. I am grateful for all my trials and hard times because they have made me a better person and led me to meet an amazing man! Life isnt the easiest right now, but its good! ♥

2 comments:

Lyd said...

I like this. I'm glad you're so happy and recognize the blessing that have come to you though all your crazy-out-of-control trials. Love ya girl!

aubrey said...

i love you too,